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MaLe_ThoNg_FanAtic
3rd September 2006, 06:01 AM
I am an 18 year old male and I am just starting my senior year in high school, I have worn panties ever since I was 14, when I was younger I wore my moms and sisters now though I buy my own and I wear them whenever I can. I have always been interested in homosexuality but never experiment or thought about it seriously, until last weekend. I live near a major university and frequintly party over there, well last weekend I met another guy and we hung out and after a night of partying we went back to his dorm. I had never been with another guy ever, not even messed around or anything but I just dove right in and we did pretty much everything, made out, handjob, oral, anal sex everything. It was great while we were doing it and I really enjoyed it but after a few days I started to regret it and thinking to myself " What did I do?" especially when im at school or hanging out with my normal friends, but when im horny im glad I did it and I think about it often. He wants me to come back and hang out with him somemore and I just dont know, like I want to and I love being with him but I just feal weird about it sometimes. Does anyone have any suggestions? Is it normal for me to feal odd? I have been with girls before and never felt like I do after I was with Eric. Any help would be appreciated.

DildoGaggins
4th September 2006, 10:23 AM
Dude thats pretty deep, I've never been with a guy be4 ( I jerk off to enough shemale porn) but I think I might if it felt rite at that particular moment. I think the moment was just rite that nite, so u went 4it anyone in your shoes would've I would. Youre jus feelin guilty for havin fun, hav u ever felt guily 4fucking urself or jekin off? I think people feel guilt 4havin fun depending on the circumstance of the situation at hand. If u dont feel this guilt after bein with a women ur mostlikely bi-courious and thats cool as long as ur havin fun. I really think ur feeling this way cuz ur scared of what people will say, I think its noboys bizz but u and ur "friend". If u want 2keep ip a secret and still be with ur buddy tell him how u feel and explain the situation 2him Im sure thigs will work out for u. But seriously think about things b4 u make up ur mind on whatever you do and be true 2urself. Like I said I would do it too jus 2see what its like but I know I would only do it once jus 4the expirience, and I think that maybe ur situation too. If u want 2talk more p.m. me let me know how things go, I hope I helped sumwhat. Good luck.

matthewmerrison@gmail.com
8th September 2006, 06:04 PM
hey man

dont fret ive beeen in your situation too - twice actually

it started off talking about women and stuff then he asked have i ever though about "IT" before. same as u id never thought about that king of stuff before and it all seemed right we had a right good time and even did it in his sisters underwear, afterwards i felt terrible about it. when i was horny it was great id have fun eith the thought for hours, ive been lucky my misez knows everything. this happened a few years back now but she told me it doesnt mean im gay everyone eperiments id never see myself being gay:) but the thought of althe sexual stuff is great

my only tip is go for it and enjoy it you dont know unless you try have fu but dont get too emotionally deep with it itll eat u inside

hope im some help

xx

aussie_thong
9th September 2006, 06:50 AM
No need to worry, just go with it. You obviously wanted to at the time, and at least now you will never have to wonder what its like. You can choose to either keep going with it, or not.

Your only feeling guilty as you have been conditioned your whole life to think it is a bad thing. Even if you regret it, you shouldnt feel guilty. I reckon the majority of guys have at least thought about being wiht a guy, if not jerked off toit. Same thing - I used to feel guilty when i thought about guys when i was jerking, but its totally normal.

Its just another experience in life.

MaLe_ThoNg_FanAtic
12th September 2006, 04:32 AM
Thanks for all the advice guys, I took your advice and have started a "sexual" relationship with Eric. I still feal kind of weird about it when im at school and with my friends from school but I just love it when im with him and love being around him, especially the sex. After being with both a man and woman, I have to say that being with a man is much better, imo.